Certeza Apodíptica

2 de Diciembre 2006, almost two years ago.
I still feel the same, I still have that living truth in me.
I saw you and i fell in love, i met you and i knew that i would marry you.

2 de Diciembre del 2008 is just a week to come.
And knowing that that cursed-hunting "truth" lost its life... it just leaves an empty space.
One feeling that aches as it won't be able to be felt again with nobody else...not that strong, not that soon, not that perfectly unannounced vibration of knowing something that's not in your mind, not in your heart....that's in every corner, every cell, every drop of blood and every light of soul of you, vibrating with every colour of creation, a sacred inner ceremony of an apodiptic truth. I saw you and i fell in love.
Now i just dream of us, and not even there you seek my side.
Not today, not that Saturday... not a truth but a memory of two.

Sou naku shita mono wa umarenai
ikiteru atashi sae motomerarenai uta